Me: God.
God: Yes.
Me: Today was hard.
God: Want to talk about it.
Me: Yes, but I'm not sure what to say.
Have you ever had an experience like this?
I'm a great communicator. I basically write for a living, but what do you do when your soul wants to share its voice and you find you have none. It's been a while since I wrote my last blog. A lot has happened.
I moved, which is exciting, but so tiring at the same time. I got a new job, which is exhilarating, but the amount of time it takes to learn the nuances of what I have to do to keep up leaves me exhausted at night.
There were 2 deaths in my family. There is always anguish in losing loved ones. With all of this, my soul seemed to have lost its voice. I’m tired.
I don’t want to seem ungrateful, but I’m tired.
I'm living exactly where I want to be. I love my job. I also get to see family that I've missed over time, but I'm tired.
Tired is the word that's often used when it's not even appropriate. I don't know what to say. I'm not sure how to express my thoughts.
Me: God.
God: Yes.
Me: I'm not sure what to say.
God: It's OK my child. I hear the pleadings of your soul and I understand. Let's just sit for a while.
Me: (sigh of relief, as I curl up in the arms of my savior.)